Words have been spinning inside my head, making me ponder over and over again. It seems that I have been failing constantly in whatever I had done almost throughout my entire life. Sound sad huh? Yes indeed...
Nothing makes me feel that I am proud of myself. I am longed for that satisfaction which seems drifted further and further away...
Perhaps I need a pail of Iced cold water to be splash on my face. Nobody seems to be in the right frame of mind.
Again, though the truth hurts, it's inevitable...
If God grant me a wish now, I would ask for a controller like Adam Sandler had in 'Clique'. Haha...
