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21.7.10

Restless night...

Just finished watching '康熙来了'. Today's topic is about dancing, they invited 4 terrific master-level dancers to perform. Nice! I lub to watch people dance. In fact, I am a little regret for not being persistent enough to learn it when I was much younger. I always have this little dancing joy inside me waiting to explode!(dun worry, it won't)

Dancing is amazing! Not only it helps to build up & shape ur body, it also brings out a person's charisma and confidence... I have seen some who usually being classified as fat and ugly, totally rockz the audience when they dance! It has proven that no age or nothing should be a barrier... Hmm, maybe someday I should?... Hahaha...
If there is an opportunity, we should really do what we like instead of what others want or thinking what it can bring us, and at times, have to forsake the thought of it's consequences. Nothing can be happier than fulfilling our own desires! =D

Tonight is a restless night, in fact most of the nights were... I should be sleeping now because physically I m worn out but my mind doesn't want to stop functioning, it seems to keep transmitting msgs to my limbs & eyes . I guess the emotion played a part too, I seems to lose the ability to control myself in certain aspects and I reckon it is a serious problem. I don't like that at all.
Out of sudden, my emotion stirred up and my tears were like gushing out. Probably it's one of my acting spree again, I just don't feel quite like I am a women?. Is hoping a kiss or a warming hug by someone you hope he would do so too much to ask? I don't know...But it definitely affects me because I don't even think it should be ask or demand. At times, when I felt so down or depressed, I really needed someone to hug me, well not anyone. Maybe I should really accept the fact that things aren't going to be the same or at least close to anymore

Negative thoughts are bad for one at this hr, I really should be sleeping in order to crawl up earlier next morning. Hopefully tml's traffic will be smooth & (please) no accident happen to anyone...

各为童鞋,晚安...

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